Things We Never Say

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Assalamualaikum wbt.

"@budaktomato : Please be motivated. Motivational quotes ain't motivating you if you don't have the will to keep moving."

A daughter doesn't say how she feels about the past...

Be proud of ourselves in what ever situation weather as a teacher, police, daughter, son, husband, sister, wife and a'bduh of Him. We always forget to say "Alhamdulillah" whenever we get any sad news or good news. In what ever situation always move on and make the past as our reference in the future so we will not repeat the same bad things again. 

Yet, the feelings come again and make me struggle to overcome it again. Such a hard things but as a tough muslimah, I will not let things go down just because of those stupid incident. He just my motivation to take his good side and apply to myself. And I finally told umi about my crush. He is a doctor-to-be. To me, it is good to commit about our feeling towards somebody to our parents since in my age right now, I would have many stupid thoughts. My brain still not mature and unable to make a right decision without a reference. 

Some of my close friends, they like to tell me about their crush or boyfriend and ask my opinion weather 'is it okay if I have one?' Sometimes, I will give the answer straight away but since they already big enough to think, I will ask them back, 'what say you if you have one?' I ask them just to make them re-think and make the best decision for the sake of their own life. I am not the one who will follow the sequences of the incident but them. 

Truly, I don't have any boyfriend. That's the main reason why I can't answer them straight away without asking them a question, right? There was a time during the library session, Ms Jamuna asked me "Wafi, do you have a boyfriend?"and I said "No! If I have one, I'll die." Die there means I know myself very well. I am not a person who has the tons of courage to move on when it comes to the heart matter so it is better for me to stay away from that things.

It is better not to have one right now since I am still young, I have my own ambition, I have my aim, I have my goals to achieve and the most important things, I want the title "Dr Wafi", study in UKM and make my umi and ayah proud with their daughter's achievement. 

Last but not least, "don't shy to tell our parents that we are really proud to have them in our life, in this worldly life and may it remains until Jannah. Make them proud with our good achievement. Other good things come to those who patiently waiting." Wallahua’lam.